Morning Prayers, The Ways
This morning I woke up too early. My arm hurting from tiling. I thought about what a dear friend reminded me of. A story. A story of how I used to live in pain. Remember when you would so some running, biking or gardening and you would become crippled by cramps and bleeding/spotting afterward? Yes, I do remember that. That happened to me since I was a teenager. I lived that way. That was my normal. I read that physical activity eases endometriosis. That was a complete crock of shit. Who the fuck wrote that? That was so far from my truth. Remember when you went to the hospital to finally have endometriosis removed? I cried. Along with the other men that were there. You cried? I didn't know that. And he is the best person in the world and I cherish him so much for being with me during that time in my life. NO other human would have worked. Only him. He is natural caregiver and I needed that desperately. God knew I did and placed us together. Even if just a s...